I feel like there’s something holding me back. And I just want to break free. But nothing/no one is around me to bring me down. It’s just me. Alone in this room. But this feeling won’t leave. It’s a horrible, unwanted guest. I feel like screaming at the nothingness just to scare it off. But won’t that make me seem crazy ? Will I start doubting myself and my health. I need to lose this feeling. I need to get out. I need something new. I need to find you.